hey peeps.. i've moved to multiply! cos i figured it's easier to post my pics there.. so goodbye to blogger.. and helooo multiply!

ok click here: http://diananursita.multiply.com

it has been 10 years since i last did this... and i'm glad i did it again.. this time, with my mr boyan.. =)


isnt this lovely..


mcm paham je..


suka nya hati dia..


its goin up!


can you see him?


den my couzins came along..


and my uncle too..


he's my man.. =)

i had anticipated all this to happen. One day, he'll surely tag at my board with all those pathetic messages. it clearly shows that he has no life at all. what a loser. i bet he's reading my blog everyday just to KPO about my life. and maybe, he does not get enough attention in his pathetic little life. so tagging at my board is like the most pleasuring and gratifying moment for him.. i can see that he's trying very hard to get my attention.. yet coward enough not to put his real name in the tagboard.. but then again, he doesnt have to.. cos EVERYONE knows who he is.. neah, im not gonna disclose his name here.. cos it'll just dirty my blog.. i'll leave the tagboard here for a couple of days more.. cos removing it, would be like taking away the only joy in his pathetic little life. hahah..

one advice to him, aku tak kuasa nak kacau hidup kau, lebih baik kau jgn kacau hidup aku.. and GET A LIFE lah. later, your gf will be jealous if she finds out that you're still trying to get my attention. unless.. she's trying to get my attention too. hahah..

oklah i think i just wasted 2 minutes of my life writing this entry.. im meeting my mr boyan in about 2 hours time.. so gotta get ready now! till then, tkcr peeps!

i miss my mr boyan!

i'm still alive and well peeps. haha.. sorry for not updating this blog for so long.. i've been very busy with work, travelling and of course, spending time with my mr boyan =).. jus fyi, i might be shifting to a new URL soon.. so stay tuned yah.. till then..



Happy belated New Year everyone!

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you
Open that door
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

it was 7pm.. they were waiting for me in his car.. i didnt know that his mom was there too.. i was still caught up in a meeting even though it's way beyond my working hours.. he called.. i did not answer cos i left my hp at my workstation.. he called again.. and again.. at 7.15 pm my meeting ended.. i rushed to my workstation.. and saw my hp vibrating..

i rushed down as quickly as i could..i knew i had disappoint him.. and most probably his mom too.. i opened the car door.. and greeted them.. followed by an apology for my lateness.. he asked why i was late.. i answered softly.. he didnt say a word, let alone look at me.. we drove off..

i kept mum throughout the entire journey.. i kept looking out of the backseat window.. obviously very disappointed.. at myself. i didnt know how to even start a conversation at that point of time.. and.. they were silent too.. hmm, maybe they're still mad at me, i thought to myself.

7.40pm.. we stopped at a traffic junction.. coincidentally it was somewhere near the point where he proposed to me.. he turned around suddenly.. and looked at me.. then he reached out his hand.. and gently held mine.. followed by the sweetest smile ever.. *sigh* how that melt my heart instantly.. i dont know if he noticed that i was tearing up a bit.. i was so touch by the fact that he could cool down that easily and even tried to cheer me up.. now if that ain't love, i don't know what is.

Gosh.. im falling even more in love with him with each passing day.. he never fails to amaze me.. time and time again..

thank you dear, for restoring far more than what i've lost before.. and in you.. i've found so much more that can't be found anywhere else in the world. i love you mirza..

If I were a boy..

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

~ you don't know how much this song means to me.. ~

i have learned through recent events that the key to my own happiness lies within me.. many people are going through life in quiet desperation.. you know, like suffering in silence kinda thing, blablabla.. or at least that's what they thought they are in..

most often our subconscious mind does not know the difference between what's real and what's imagined.. take for example, myself. i tend to get jealous when my bf makes new frens with someone of the opposite gender.. i would bombard my brain with all the negative and judgemental thoughts of what could or would happened.. i would let my mind drift into this paranoid world which i had created out of my own insecurities.. sounds stupid rite? yup, i confess, this is something that i really need to work on.

one of my erroneous beliefs is that if i could make him behave the way i thought he ought to, then i would be happy. well, i know now, such beliefs is futile. it's never gonna happen. the world will never function the way i want it to.

i realized that my happiness does not depend on anything that the world places before me.. rather, it depends on how i interpret them. i guess the best thing to do would be to release all the negative thoughts and replace them with positive ones..

we are responsible for the creation of our own happiness or unhappiness. question is, which one would we choose? Hmmm..

***************
Everything will be alright, yeah

The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I'm telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up
Don't you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don't give up
Through it all, just stand up

It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it gotta take control, no

You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can't go on

I'm telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don't let up
Don't you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don't give up
Through it all, just stand up
Through it all, just stand up

You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life
Let your heart be your guide, oh
You will know that you're good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don't give up
Through it all, just stand up

You got it in you, find it within
You got in ya, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
You got in you, find it within
You got in you, find it within ya
Find it within you, find it within
Through it all, just stand up



~ will i dream of you tonite? ~

some things will never change.. i guess nothing surprises me anymore. haha. *sigh*

"oh ok... so wen u wanna meet again...?"
i dont know what to believe anymore. dont hurt me pls. i love you.

Adakah ini ujian dariMu sekali lagi untuk diriku, Ya Allah? Atau ia suatu petunjuk buat diriku?

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ok2.. enough of the emo sh*t. i'm pathetic i know.. hahahaha..

anywayy, im enrolling to pergas soon.. anybody wanna join the next intake with me? the more the merrier.. jus sms me yah.. details are as shown below:

Lesson on - Every Sunday, 9.30am - 1pm.. (class starts on 11 Jan 2009)
Venue - Madrasah Aljunied.. (can lepak at bugis after class! woohoo!)
Fees - Admin: $60 , Per semester: $300

Closing date: 28 Dec 2008 for registration

For more infomation, refer to this link: http://www.ipipergas.com/spi_page.htm#Atas

To nizam, i know you're reading this.. Yes, im finally joining lah.. haha.. cya bro!

wah.. you wanna know something???

i've gained 6 kg within 3 months lah dey!!! WTF!!! no wonder i cannot fit into most of my pants anymore.. my butt is as big as JLO's, only sexier lah of course.. hahah.. oh, and my face.. my once defined face.. now it's as round as my hamster's!!! haiz.. this is bad sia.. i really need to resume my gym training soon.. i've been taking a break for waaaay too long.. and i'm still contemplating whether to fight in next year's PSK.. a part of me says YES.. while the other says NO.. and the extra babat now is making me even more prone to choose the latter.. and NOOOO, it's not that my bf's not letting me fight or wat.. in fact, he's been supporting me in everything that i wanna do.. it's just that.. neah, nvm.. some things are better left unsaid, yah. =)

anyway.. in case you're wondering.. we're doing just fine. i love my Mr Boyan..



~ Dirimu.. kaya dengan senyuman mesra.. senyuman seindah suria.. yang membawa cahaya.. dalam hidupku. ~

Sampai bilakah harus aku berfikir menurut kata hati? Adakah akal dan minda akan terus tiada fungsi?

Ada beberapa perkara yang ingin aku kongsi bersama. Perkara yang telah aku sedar, belajar, dengar dan ambil ikhtibar..

- Sayangilah dia pada kualiti pekertinya dan rupa jiwanya. Bukan pada wajah fizikalnya yang superfisial. Kerana sifat fizikal tidak kekal dan tunggu masa saja untuk memudar.

- Mereka yang pernah dianggap liar, nakal atau jahat mampu bertukar sifatnya jika berupaya mengenal kasih sayang dan hakikat. Pernah aku gelarkan dirinya "Setan" di bangku sekolah dahulu.. kini dia adalah Putera dalam hidupku.

- Diam tidak bermaksud kita kalah, juga tidak bermakna kita salah. Mungkin kita hanya ingin mengalah.

- Tidak perlu membebani minda dengan perkara-perkara yang tidak sepatutnya difikirkan. Sesungguhnya kepercayaan itu adalah dasar sesuatu perhubungan yang kukuh.



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My bro just left for Hongkong today.. on a 4 day school trip to some orphanage there.. i'm missing him already.. haiz.

Have a safe flight Qayyum.. come home safely..


"Ya Allah lindungilah adikku dari segala rintangan dan perkara yang tidak diingini.. dan permudahkanlah segala urusannya disana.. semoga dirinya selamat pulang ke singapura nanti. amin amin ya robbal alamiin.."

His proposal

11/11/2008, 7.45am, in Mr Boyan's car..

it was just another typical day.. we're on our way to work.. talking crap and laughing as usual.. nothing seems to be out of the ordinary.. then we came to a stop at a traffic junction..

him: "ok diana.. now that we've gotten to each other for about 3 months and (conversation continues) .. .."

i noticed that he was reaching for something beside his seat..

(conversation continues)

he took out a black box and slowly opened the cover..

him: "so, would you be my gf?" =)

my jaws dropped..

and i almost fainted.

at that point of time it's as though my soul just jumped rite out of my body and wandered off somewhere.. i was trying very hard to register what was going on..

he was looking at me.. patiently waiting for an answer.. while i.. was at the brink of hysteria..

him: "well, errmm.. could you give me an answer?"

still trying to compose myself.. i looked at him and smiled..

me: "YES, a million times YES.."

him: "ok.. now would you at least take the box? hehe.."

my hands were trembling as i took the box from him.. i ever told him that i really liked that thing.. but i had never expected that he would actually get it for me. i was truly surprised beyond words.. any girl would.

(conversation continues)

THE END.


To my Mr Boyan: "How could i possibly thank you enough.. for all the things that you've given or done for me.. your love and honesty, your support and patience, your sense of humour.. your romantic ways.. and many more.. they're all invaluable to me.. everytime i think of you, i could feel that all hope that was once lost is regained.. with you, i came to know the real meaning of life and happiness.. i love you Mirza.. you're in my heart and on my mind always.. since NDP '08 till forever and ever.."













so yup.. thats the black box. =)

a fren of mine said that i looked like lewis hamilton in the pic below. Hmm.. really meh?


maybe the lips only lah.. haha.. anyway, he's hot. =)

*************

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all..

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you.

~ Since NDP '08 till forever and ever.. ~

The one thing that i love most about my bf is..

















he never fails to smile. =)





That's him trying to smile like me. hahha..

A little compliment goes a long way..

mirza: what do you think of those girls over there?
SB: hmm.. their looks doesn't match their brains. they're pretty, but not smart. does not match with mine also.
mirza: how do you know?
SB: i just know..
mirza: then, what do you think of kak diana?

SB looked at me.. "analyzed" me up and down.. turned to mirza and said.. "She's smart and she's pretty!"

Those were the exact words that came out of SB's mouth. and you know the amazing thing about this, is that SB.. is mirza's 7 year old couz.. yeap, he is only 7 years old!

hahah.. what a charming lil' fella eh.. i find it quite remarkable that this kid, who's only studying at primary 1 level by the way, could talk like that! mirza was just as surprised.. he asked SB to repeat the sentence once again.. and without any hesitation, he said it loud and clear, this time with his tiny finger pointing at me! hahaha.. i was on cloud 9 i tell you.. this kid really know how to flatter a girl.. *smiles*

SB made me realized that we all need to be a little more forthcoming with compliments for others.. a kind word, or a little pat on the back can really boost someones confidence / happiness level quite a bit. it can make a difference in how someone feel about themselves, or even their overall outlook on life.. sadly, we simply don't utilize them as often as we should.. i think if we all did that a little more, then maybe.. just maybe.. the world would be a better place to live in. oh well, it's just a thought.



~ Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. ~

My beautiful girl..

Semoga rahmat Allah sentiasa ada untukmu.. Berbahagia lah selalu sayang.. Kakak akan sentiasa ada dalam susah dan senangmu selagi nyawa dikandung badan.. cuma jangan tanya when's my turn je k. it's still a looooong way to go. =P


Next in line.. is this crazy babe.. her big day will be on 29 November 2008.. woo hoo!


hasanah n yours truly.. we LOVE black..

Another chop in my passport..


Guess where are we...


Yeap.. AnW. it's extinct in S'pore.


hey you! lapar sgt nampak..


Lucky number 16..


while pumping, must pose a bit lah..


The new toy.. Now i dont mind being stuck in the traffic jam for hours..


his Deepavali gift for me.. hahah..


i luurve them! but i love you even more. thank you sweetheart. =)


p/s: no, it's not a pair of earrings lah. they're brooches. hahaha..



*****

Seumpama rama-rama
terbang bebas di udara
tanpa ada halangan
aman damai
suka-suka
riang ria tanpa ada rasa duka sengketa
rama-rama

Ekspresi dirimu
menawan hatiku
ingin aku terbang bersamamu
melihat kerenah melihat telatah
manusia yang sering telagah

Rama - Rama, Ella.

Nasi Lemak @ Pantai Senibong (Johor)


Meet Terence. Our personal tour guide for the nite.. haha..


Nasi Le_ak Berlauk.. Fill in the blanks.


Table number..


By the sea..


Nice..


The man with 6 dogs..



Rambut style ah..


As requested by him, perut kene censored sikit.. especially after having 2 plates of nasi lemak.. muahaha..


Green Light district..


~ Life has been a never-ending adventure since the day I met you.. ~

A SETAN GONDOL will always be a SETAN GONDOL

Walaupun dirinya sudah lama beransur pergi, namun dia masih mampu untuk membebankan kehidupanku sekali lagi. Memang benar segala apa yang telah dikatakan oleh perempuan-perempuan sebelumku. Sekarang aku sendiri dapat merasakan kepahitan yang pernah mereka lalui. Perkara yang aku jangkakan kian akan berlaku..

Dah tak cukup kau kutuk BF aku kat blog kau, sekarang kau nak susahkan hidup aku pulak!? Whatever that you're doing right now just goes to show what an IRRESPONSIBLE PIECE OF SHIT you are.


p/s: Oh and i'm so sorry to hear about what happened to your hand. i guess it's a retribution from God for showing your middle finger at me in public last time. i told you, what goes around, comes around. Tuhan Maha Adil.

hey.. sorry for the long absence.. i've been extremely busy with work for the past few days.. and silat training has officially resumed last week.. which means.. i have even lesser time to update.. hahah.. anyway, life's been GREAT so far.. in fact, it has never been better.. All thanks to... you know who. heheh.. =)

oh yah, we will be organizing a 1-day trip to Johor on 29 November 2008 and all of you are very most welcome to join us. i will publish more details tonite yah.. In case you're wondering, yup, mr boyan will be there.. hahaha.. oklah that's all.. till next time, ciao!



oh i love those dimples. =)


~ i don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.. ~