i had desperately needed something to help me move on. something to completely shut him out of my life. Alhamdulillah. I found it. Thank you Allah.
here's a note to him: i saw what you wrote at her tagboard. throughout our 2 years++ together, i've always felt that you still had feelings for her. and what i saw today, reaffirmed my doubts.
well i do hope she forgives you and accepts you back one day. honestly im not sad nor am i surprised. cos i've known all along. im just disappointed that i didnt have the courage to let you go a long time ago. =) all the best in life rizal. ikhlas saya katakan, i wont miss you at all. hahah.. Sayonara!
now, to me: WOO HOO.. singlehood baby! it's time to focus on life, work and studies. gotta re-arrange all future plans..marriage? scrap! haha.. no more lovey duey shit. maksiat tau! no more please.. enough is enough. when the right time comes, i'll get my mom to matchmake me or something.. =P. for now i wanna devote myself entirely on building up my career and getting that degree i'm aiming for.. speaking of career, my salary has increased way more than what i'd expected.. terbeliak biji mata when i saw the figures.. Alhamdulillah.. thank you Allah, once again.
everything happens for a reason and maybe God has other plans for me.. semuanya sudah tertulis di Lauh Mahfuz.. sesungguhnya Dia lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hamba - hambaNya.
semoga diri ini akan terus taubat dan sentiasa diberikan kekuatan dariNya untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang mendatang.. moga aku akan terus istiqamah atas jalanNya walau apa jua ujian yang bakal tiba.. oh! dan tak lupa juga untuk keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatku yang sedang berjuang di KL pada saat ini.. semoga allah melindungi mereka daripada segala rintangan yang akan mereka tempuhi dalam perjuangan mereka di sana.. amin amin ya robbal a'lamiin..
alamak.. my dad's home.. gotta prepare his supper now.. klah that's all for now.. nites!