why do you still want me to be like her? or is it you want me to be much much more? can't you see, i can only be ME. would you be happier if i'd pretend to be someone im not? it's like... all this while, you see right through ME.. and see HER.
you know she doesn't want you.. yet you'd kill yourself to make her happy.. cant you see im dying? cant you see im holding on and im slowly slipping away? cant you see soon i'll be gone and i'll try to forget you to prove that im strong?
was i there just to provide the companionship that you need? you say you love me, but you want me to be like her or even better. so if i can't reach her "standard", you will never be pleased with me, am i right?
i want you to keep me from falling.. i want you to help me hold on.. but you wont. why? why cant you just give up your fears and hold me in your arms? why cant you give her up and love me for who i am?
she doesnt want you. so you want me to be like her. then what is to become of ME? should i just disappear?