today's the last day of 2006. yet another chapter in my life draws to a close..





wishing all my Muslim friends out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha and Happy new year everyone! =)

hello people!! i'm baaaacccckkkk...

ok firstly about the Atma competition.. on the first day of the comp, i had a flu.. but thank god i did not have to fight that day.. so i pretty much rest the whole day.. pop in some panadol extra and drank lotsa water.. but the flu got progressively worse on the second and third day.. in the end, i was down with a blocked nose and fever on the day of my match.. my head was like SUPER heavy and i felt so weak.. (i think it was possibly due to the disgusting YELLOWish-chlorine-smelling water at the asrama.. YUCKS!!) so yah anyway, senang kata, i was very SICK lah.

coach asked if i wanna backout from the comp.. BACK OUT!?? i came all the way from s'pore to KL, endured the freakingly cold shower and disgusting bugs at the asrama, only to back out from the comp cos of my fever?? oh NO WAY man.. besides, i need to set an example for the juniors and i do not want to let the team down.. sakit memang sakit, tapi fight mesti FIGHT. haha.. semangat betul aku ni.. so i fought and made it tru the quarterfinals.. BUT i lost in the semis.. 3-2.. it was a close match lah.. haiz.. and i KNOW i could have performed better.. the heartache i was feeling was a million times worst that the physical injuries that i had sustained.. i was so disappointed at myself that i cried in the shower.. haiz. ok ok yea i know.. it's not the end of the world.. so now i'm gonna train hard for the upcoming PSP competition in january.. a chance to redeem myself.. haha.. =P oh yah.. since i made it tru the quaterfinals, i managed to take home the Bronze medal.. 3rd placing overall.. Alhamdulillah..







Congrats to Shafiqah for winning the Bronze medal too! To those yg tewas, it's ok.. you've given your best.. that's all that matters. Ingatlah bahawasanya, kekalahan itu adalah kemenangan yang tertunda. (chey bah! berfalsafah seh..)



NUS Team..


the 9 fighters..


me and kak wahida.. (ye ye je..)

i'll upload more pixies here if i have the time aite.. till then, adios!

i jus got off the wighing scale!!!! ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i've LOST weight! by almost 4kg! No, its NOT a GOOD thing! i was supposed to GAIN, INCREASE, NAIK, UP, get FATTER! not LOST.. oh noo.. i'll be fighting in class B (50kg-55kg) category next friday in KL.. NOW my weight's only 47kg! shit lah! how much can i possibly gain within a week??? like erm.. 2kg?? itu pun confirm tak cukup! haiz.. how how how??? ok bro Faisal if u're reading this, i need the protein powder ASAP! kalo ade weight gainer pun bawak skali esok! no wonder my pants felt so loose these few days.. haiz.. Ya Allah, ku minta pertolonganMu.. naikkan lah weight saya by 4 kg by next week.. Amin.

Da lama diri tak menjengah ke sini. Peperiksaan pun sudah tamat!! Alhamdulillah!!

Hmm.. Entah mengapa hati terpanggil untuk berbicara tentang cinta. Walau sering terdetik di hati, layakkah insan seperti diri ini yang acapkali kecundang, rebah di kaki cinta memperkatakan tentangnya.

Apa itu cinta agaknya di mata isi dunia? Bukankah cinta itu indah? Suatu nikmat dunia kurniaan ilahi. Cinta bagiku, ibaratkan udara. Keperluan yang perlu ada tanpa bayang, tanpa rupa. Ibarat tubuh yang perlukan nyawa, ibarat darah yang mengalir bersamanya, cinta itu seharusnya membawa ketenangan.. seharusnya ada kelembutan.. seharusnya mendamaikan.

Bagiku, jika ada cinta dalam dada, bisa saja ku luahkan rasa itu setiap waktu. Kekal ia meniti di bibirku selalu.. seindahnya ia menari di jiwa halusku.. kerana cinta itu indah. Aku mahu hidup dan bernyawa bersamanya. Aku mahu rasa itu kekal merah dari titik mula ia berdetak di hatiku hingga ke hujung nyawa. Biar ia kekal kejap dalam seluruh rasaku. Biar ia subur mekar di jiwaku.


~ Belailah cinta setulus rasa dalam jiwa, pasti di hujungnya ada bahagia. ~