Sampai bilakah harus aku berfikir menurut kata hati? Adakah akal dan minda akan terus tiada fungsi?

Ada beberapa perkara yang ingin aku kongsi bersama. Perkara yang telah aku sedar, belajar, dengar dan ambil ikhtibar..

- Sayangilah dia pada kualiti pekertinya dan rupa jiwanya. Bukan pada wajah fizikalnya yang superfisial. Kerana sifat fizikal tidak kekal dan tunggu masa saja untuk memudar.

- Mereka yang pernah dianggap liar, nakal atau jahat mampu bertukar sifatnya jika berupaya mengenal kasih sayang dan hakikat. Pernah aku gelarkan dirinya "Setan" di bangku sekolah dahulu.. kini dia adalah Putera dalam hidupku.

- Diam tidak bermaksud kita kalah, juga tidak bermakna kita salah. Mungkin kita hanya ingin mengalah.

- Tidak perlu membebani minda dengan perkara-perkara yang tidak sepatutnya difikirkan. Sesungguhnya kepercayaan itu adalah dasar sesuatu perhubungan yang kukuh.



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My bro just left for Hongkong today.. on a 4 day school trip to some orphanage there.. i'm missing him already.. haiz.

Have a safe flight Qayyum.. come home safely..


"Ya Allah lindungilah adikku dari segala rintangan dan perkara yang tidak diingini.. dan permudahkanlah segala urusannya disana.. semoga dirinya selamat pulang ke singapura nanti. amin amin ya robbal alamiin.."

His proposal

11/11/2008, 7.45am, in Mr Boyan's car..

it was just another typical day.. we're on our way to work.. talking crap and laughing as usual.. nothing seems to be out of the ordinary.. then we came to a stop at a traffic junction..

him: "ok diana.. now that we've gotten to each other for about 3 months and (conversation continues) .. .."

i noticed that he was reaching for something beside his seat..

(conversation continues)

he took out a black box and slowly opened the cover..

him: "so, would you be my gf?" =)

my jaws dropped..

and i almost fainted.

at that point of time it's as though my soul just jumped rite out of my body and wandered off somewhere.. i was trying very hard to register what was going on..

he was looking at me.. patiently waiting for an answer.. while i.. was at the brink of hysteria..

him: "well, errmm.. could you give me an answer?"

still trying to compose myself.. i looked at him and smiled..

me: "YES, a million times YES.."

him: "ok.. now would you at least take the box? hehe.."

my hands were trembling as i took the box from him.. i ever told him that i really liked that thing.. but i had never expected that he would actually get it for me. i was truly surprised beyond words.. any girl would.

(conversation continues)

THE END.


To my Mr Boyan: "How could i possibly thank you enough.. for all the things that you've given or done for me.. your love and honesty, your support and patience, your sense of humour.. your romantic ways.. and many more.. they're all invaluable to me.. everytime i think of you, i could feel that all hope that was once lost is regained.. with you, i came to know the real meaning of life and happiness.. i love you Mirza.. you're in my heart and on my mind always.. since NDP '08 till forever and ever.."













so yup.. thats the black box. =)

a fren of mine said that i looked like lewis hamilton in the pic below. Hmm.. really meh?


maybe the lips only lah.. haha.. anyway, he's hot. =)

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I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all..

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you.

~ Since NDP '08 till forever and ever.. ~

The one thing that i love most about my bf is..

















he never fails to smile. =)





That's him trying to smile like me. hahha..

A little compliment goes a long way..

mirza: what do you think of those girls over there?
SB: hmm.. their looks doesn't match their brains. they're pretty, but not smart. does not match with mine also.
mirza: how do you know?
SB: i just know..
mirza: then, what do you think of kak diana?

SB looked at me.. "analyzed" me up and down.. turned to mirza and said.. "She's smart and she's pretty!"

Those were the exact words that came out of SB's mouth. and you know the amazing thing about this, is that SB.. is mirza's 7 year old couz.. yeap, he is only 7 years old!

hahah.. what a charming lil' fella eh.. i find it quite remarkable that this kid, who's only studying at primary 1 level by the way, could talk like that! mirza was just as surprised.. he asked SB to repeat the sentence once again.. and without any hesitation, he said it loud and clear, this time with his tiny finger pointing at me! hahaha.. i was on cloud 9 i tell you.. this kid really know how to flatter a girl.. *smiles*

SB made me realized that we all need to be a little more forthcoming with compliments for others.. a kind word, or a little pat on the back can really boost someones confidence / happiness level quite a bit. it can make a difference in how someone feel about themselves, or even their overall outlook on life.. sadly, we simply don't utilize them as often as we should.. i think if we all did that a little more, then maybe.. just maybe.. the world would be a better place to live in. oh well, it's just a thought.



~ Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. ~

My beautiful girl..

Semoga rahmat Allah sentiasa ada untukmu.. Berbahagia lah selalu sayang.. Kakak akan sentiasa ada dalam susah dan senangmu selagi nyawa dikandung badan.. cuma jangan tanya when's my turn je k. it's still a looooong way to go. =P


Next in line.. is this crazy babe.. her big day will be on 29 November 2008.. woo hoo!


hasanah n yours truly.. we LOVE black..